karmicmonkis one HOT spot!

mmmmm on the way to the train station after a chat with an aquaintance fr the netherland..she asked ".....& u still want the business??" that was a question i ponder all nite last nite & all day today tooo...i guess it's a question i won't stop asking myself until answered! next question is WHEN?


a new chapter of the studio have begun... i am puzzled yet focus and i am surprise rather than shocked by the decision taken upon me.
i don't have an immediate remedy and my honesty & transparency policy of life have gotten me into a crooked bend again. i don't know what honesty promise me, where i am standing now it looks kinda promising.


again i thank god for my weird upbringing i have very strong faith in people. i believe in the goodness of people..u know everything in this world whether it's bad or good are thought and brought by human life just like you and me. war, iphones, mac computer,missiles,carpet, & peace too. someone might  might think they're god but they are not. it's just an idea they had fr their mind.....see how ur mind works? there is no limit to what a human mind can do. if i choose to fear it then i will be forever damned, how can i allow that to happen? “A peace that depends on fear is nothing but a suppressed war.”


no i don't have a smartass solution to my problems....but i know that there are many options. all things happens for a reason bad & good! i just have to let it happen & believe in it! in islam u start everything with NAWAITU...or niat, in budshism one practice the act of creating the awareness from the seed of your intention, call me what you want & i just want to make sure one thing is clear.... everything i do whether it's simple decision such as dinner or big decision like owning my own studio i always do it with good & pure intention from the heart. it might not suit everyone's taste  but i cannot have any grudge against them as that would be unfair. this also why i always get into trouble but i rather do that than getting others in trouble.


what ever the challenge might be, i have to respect it and try to make sense of it and share my point of view. unlike other people i do care about my karma and the karmas of other people associated with me directly or indirectly.

LIFE IS GRAND! 

i just have

to know

IT