the world according to nikki B............in lund
"great people talk about ideas, average people talk about things, small people talk about other people".
Thursday, September 8, 2011
my bapak
my beloved bapak/dad passed away today noon M'sian time, i am saddened and relieved that the time has come, he has been sick for almost 2 years.....i don't know how do you write a a post of loss...
may your soul be lifted with an immense light and love to where there is no pain or suffering exist.
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Sunday, July 31, 2011
310799 - 31072011
BIG 12
I've had 12 years of laugh,cry,joy and bliss!! hope to have 12 more of the same nothing more or less....
life is grand
Sunday, July 17, 2011
refleksi dari dalam!
i realized that i've lost touch with writing in bahasa melayu. i speak 6 languages fluently..i've no idea how & why....i hear language thru a person's body language...i'm good at mimicking at it...i kinda proud of i too!
refleksi dari dalam...hmmm dalam apa ye? minggu yg lepas adalah satu minggu yang sangat intens. saya menunggu jawapan dari pihak bangunan,pihak insurans dan pihak bikram di amerika khususnya tapi secara amnya saya sangat gentar & terkejut dgn keadaan di malaysia - free & fair YELLOWkan diri anda kampen. kenapa sampai boleh jadi macam ni? sangat pelik and yang lebih mengejutkan...ramai anak anak malaysia berbagai kaum sudah berganding bahu untuk mencari matlamat yg sangat bagus untuk masa depan Malaysia. saya sokong malaysia walau apa pun. tapi bila kita sudah lupa dengan apakah erti demokrasi maka kita sendiri terkejut dengan permintaannya iaitu FREE & FAIR - bebas dan adil. walau apa pun saya bangga jadi rakyat malaysia.
peh...mcm real jer tulis nih...mana ada orang cakap macam ni da...??apa apa pun semua di dunia ini bermula dengan nawaitu.
apa apa pun...setelah seminggu tukar menukar lakaran studio mengikut guidelines yg baru diberi saya rasa dicabar oleh pihak pihak tertentu disini. manusia tetap manusia....tamak,dengki dan tidak tertib adalah sesuatu yang paling susah ditamadunkan dan ia tidak mengenal bangsa dan ugama atau kepercayaan.
cabaran ini tidak boleh di tentang dengan kemarahan atau emosi. saya terima semua dugaan dengan buka hati walaupun ia dari kawan kawan akrab saya. walaupun mereka dianggap kawan tapi mereka hanyalah manusia biasa yg jauh dari sifat yg sempurna. SHANTI SHANTI SHANTI
semua cabaran ..baik atau buruk adalah cabaran yang akan membina saya. biar rasa susah dulu supaya semua akan menikmati kesenangan kemudian bersama sama.
refleksi dari dalam...hmmm dalam apa ye? minggu yg lepas adalah satu minggu yang sangat intens. saya menunggu jawapan dari pihak bangunan,pihak insurans dan pihak bikram di amerika khususnya tapi secara amnya saya sangat gentar & terkejut dgn keadaan di malaysia - free & fair YELLOWkan diri anda kampen. kenapa sampai boleh jadi macam ni? sangat pelik and yang lebih mengejutkan...ramai anak anak malaysia berbagai kaum sudah berganding bahu untuk mencari matlamat yg sangat bagus untuk masa depan Malaysia. saya sokong malaysia walau apa pun. tapi bila kita sudah lupa dengan apakah erti demokrasi maka kita sendiri terkejut dengan permintaannya iaitu FREE & FAIR - bebas dan adil. walau apa pun saya bangga jadi rakyat malaysia.
peh...mcm real jer tulis nih...mana ada orang cakap macam ni da...??apa apa pun semua di dunia ini bermula dengan nawaitu.
apa apa pun...setelah seminggu tukar menukar lakaran studio mengikut guidelines yg baru diberi saya rasa dicabar oleh pihak pihak tertentu disini. manusia tetap manusia....tamak,dengki dan tidak tertib adalah sesuatu yang paling susah ditamadunkan dan ia tidak mengenal bangsa dan ugama atau kepercayaan.
cabaran ini tidak boleh di tentang dengan kemarahan atau emosi. saya terima semua dugaan dengan buka hati walaupun ia dari kawan kawan akrab saya. walaupun mereka dianggap kawan tapi mereka hanyalah manusia biasa yg jauh dari sifat yg sempurna. SHANTI SHANTI SHANTI
semua cabaran ..baik atau buruk adalah cabaran yang akan membina saya. biar rasa susah dulu supaya semua akan menikmati kesenangan kemudian bersama sama.
WISH ME LUCK
Thursday, July 14, 2011
check out the studio's blog!!
the studio's first baby step to reality......
http://karmicmonkisonehotspot.blogspot.com
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Saturday, July 2, 2011
karmicmonkis one HOT spot!
mmmmm on the way to the train station after a chat with an aquaintance fr the netherland..she asked ".....& u still want the business??" that was a question i ponder all nite last nite & all day today tooo...i guess it's a question i won't stop asking myself until answered! next question is WHEN?
a new chapter of the studio have begun... i am puzzled yet focus and i am surprise rather than shocked by the decision taken upon me.
i don't have an immediate remedy and my honesty & transparency policy of life have gotten me into a crooked bend again. i don't know what honesty promise me, where i am standing now it looks kinda promising.
again i thank god for my weird upbringing i have very strong faith in people. i believe in the goodness of people..u know everything in this world whether it's bad or good are thought and brought by human life just like you and me. war, iphones, mac computer,missiles,carpet, & peace too. someone might might think they're god but they are not. it's just an idea they had fr their mind.....see how ur mind works? there is no limit to what a human mind can do. if i choose to fear it then i will be forever damned, how can i allow that to happen? “A peace that depends on fear is nothing but a suppressed war.”
no i don't have a smartass solution to my problems....but i know that there are many options. all things happens for a reason bad & good! i just have to let it happen & believe in it! in islam u start everything with NAWAITU...or niat, in budshism one practice the act of creating the awareness from the seed of your intention, call me what you want & i just want to make sure one thing is clear.... everything i do whether it's simple decision such as dinner or big decision like owning my own studio i always do it with good & pure intention from the heart. it might not suit everyone's taste but i cannot have any grudge against them as that would be unfair. this also why i always get into trouble but i rather do that than getting others in trouble.
what ever the challenge might be, i have to respect it and try to make sense of it and share my point of view. unlike other people i do care about my karma and the karmas of other people associated with me directly or indirectly.
a new chapter of the studio have begun... i am puzzled yet focus and i am surprise rather than shocked by the decision taken upon me.
i don't have an immediate remedy and my honesty & transparency policy of life have gotten me into a crooked bend again. i don't know what honesty promise me, where i am standing now it looks kinda promising.
again i thank god for my weird upbringing i have very strong faith in people. i believe in the goodness of people..u know everything in this world whether it's bad or good are thought and brought by human life just like you and me. war, iphones, mac computer,missiles,carpet, & peace too. someone might might think they're god but they are not. it's just an idea they had fr their mind.....see how ur mind works? there is no limit to what a human mind can do. if i choose to fear it then i will be forever damned, how can i allow that to happen? “A peace that depends on fear is nothing but a suppressed war.”
no i don't have a smartass solution to my problems....but i know that there are many options. all things happens for a reason bad & good! i just have to let it happen & believe in it! in islam u start everything with NAWAITU...or niat, in budshism one practice the act of creating the awareness from the seed of your intention, call me what you want & i just want to make sure one thing is clear.... everything i do whether it's simple decision such as dinner or big decision like owning my own studio i always do it with good & pure intention from the heart. it might not suit everyone's taste but i cannot have any grudge against them as that would be unfair. this also why i always get into trouble but i rather do that than getting others in trouble.
what ever the challenge might be, i have to respect it and try to make sense of it and share my point of view. unlike other people i do care about my karma and the karmas of other people associated with me directly or indirectly.
LIFE IS GRAND!
i just have
to know
IT
Sunday, June 19, 2011
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